the tru MANIC phase, unmodulated in frequency, is the most divine 'gift' in life. but BEWARE what you ask for. better than all the greatest sex you have ever had and can imagine and at same time with all the drugs you have ever done and could do, would never surpass. in you lies a region of life, called: Uexperience. but Re: the further you go "up", the farther you will go down. unless you get off the erratic, stupid roller coaster out of control and learn to operate on a different level; only then can one begin to ride these wild waves called life, the REAL and intended way. OR you will be trapped in a quagmire never, never imagined. the first time i heard the phrase: manic-depression, i realized something i did not understand, more than 3 decades ago. sufficely said, you are somewhat lucky: the internet. the tru manic, unobstructed by food, sleep, foes and friends alike, etc., can see things and hear those...otherwise not apparent or maybe not intended. i tear a bit everytime i read a post, see in life, the needless sufferage, and have to go to another...funeral. good luck with your travel in life and may your journey be as meaningful...
i am no longer a member of this tribe